Author Archives: Amy Beilharz

Just Where You Are

Do you notice how often you are thinking of how you wish things were, or where you would rather be, or even who you hope to be–rather than moving forward from where you are?

Just where you are–that’s the place to start.

~ Pema Chodren

Moving forward requires being grounded where you are so you can take that first step, and then the next one and the next. Without noticing and being okay with where you are, it is impossible to move forward.

In fact, our unwillingness to be in the present moment, where we actually are, is the root of feeling overwhelmed and blown away by anxiety.  When I feel overwhelmed I usually feel I am unable to control or have power over a situation. Yet, I always have power over my current moment, my current thoughts, and my next step. It is focussing on all the unforeseen possible outcomes, conflicting obligations, or multitude of responsibilities that gives me the sense of doom.

Next time you feel overwhelmed or anxious, remember this quote from Pema Chodren. And then…

Take your next step!

Why Do You Feel Bad When Bad Things Happen?

When something happens you don’t want it generally makes you feel bad. A results in B, right?

Not exactly.

I am not talking about the Law of Attraction principle which would state that B (your thoughts) actually creates A (your circumstances). Rather, I am suggesting there is something between A and B that actually creates B.

What is it?

It is your thoughts about A, not A itself that create your feelings. If you have ever been divorced you will notice that some people place much greater significance on this event and how it affects their lives and how they view themselves than others. I know, because I did. Does that mean I wanted to stay married more than those that did not add as much judgment to their situation? Maybe; but maybe not.

You probably have numerous examples from your own life when you could see that how you perceived a situation completely affected how you felt, your mood, and even your subsequent actions. We explain these things all the time to others as we justify our outbursts or melancholy.

OK, maybe it is hard to see in yourself; but you have to admit you see it in others all the time. If she would just open to the possibilities. If he wouldn’t take this so hard he could overcome it. If only…

I even learned recently that a study done by the University of Wisconsin found that stress increased your likelihood of death by 43%–ONLY if you believed stress was bad for you! The study, and others cited by Kelly McGonigal in her TedTalk, are remarkable and you might enjoy learning more about it.

If your perception about stress can change whether you die from it, how much more likely is it that our thoughts about some of events in our lives are actually the cause of how we feel–not the events themselves?

Mary Morrissey gave me a great exercise that can help you change your perception and reaction when bad things happen in your life. She suggests you give it three days before judging it bad. During those three days you look for all the ways it might turn out to be a good thing. Keep your eyes open to possibilities. Then in three days if it still looks awful, you are welcome to react. According to Mary this universally changes the outcome.

Try it. What do you have to loose? You can always get upset at the end of three days (72 hours to be exact.) And by postponing your panic or grief, you just may save yourself the agony all together.

Regrets Keep You at the Train Wreck

Sometimes I find myself wishing I made other decisions or took other paths along the way to now. Do you have regrets, too?

Invariably this type of thinking strikes me when something has not gone as I had hoped–my marriage of 29 years falls apart, my mom gets diagnosed with cancer, I get sick from too much stress. And even the not so big moments of disappointment can hurl me into the endless loop of “What should I have done differently?” if I let them.

Although I know it is essential to evaluate our choices so we make better ones in the future, I usually am much more likely on a spiral of regret and discouragement when I find these voices taking the stage of my mind.

The question is not whether you will have thoughts of regret, you will. The solution is not to avoid disappointment, it comes–bidden or not. The answer lies in the path forward.

How do you navigate away from falling into an abyss of despair and personal condemnation when big things go wrong?

Common advice like “You have to recognize that it is all for the better,” or “You created it, so you can now create something better” all lack the needed understanding for how I feel in that moment. I may be able to see the truth in these attitudes later, but in the moment they dig me deeper into my dungeon of self-loathing for mistakes made.

What does work for me is making plans and taking action. Even when looking forward to the future seemed dismal because my family was “broken apart,” making plans that moved me out of limbo did help me stop the emotional bleeding. Sometimes that is the most important thing in a crisis; stop the hemorrhaging.

It’s better to look ahead and prepare than to look back and regret.

~ Jacki Joyner-Kersee – Athlete

It’s a bit like being on a train going someplace when the conductor stops the train and tells you the train is no longer going to your destination. It really does not matter if the engine failed or it was a full on train wreck. You are in the station, your bags all around you, trying to make sense of your plans which have been irrevocably changed. That train is not moving, you are not getting a refund and there is no way to magically start over back at the beginning.

You can sit down and lament the situation. But until you get up and assess your options, buy another form of transportation, and start moving–you’re stuck. As soon as you start making plans your focus changes from the plans no longer happening to something new. It may not completely remove the sting of not getting to your original destination; however, it starts the process of healing.

This past December I moved across the country to start a new chapter of my life. I have been divorced for 5 years and it took me that long to get out of the train station with my bags all around me. Maybe I could not have done it sooner, maybe I could. But the movement has opened my energy and my possibilities.

If you have found yourself talking too often–to others or yourself–about what didn’t turn out the way you planned I recommend you change your focus to what steps you can take, make plans, and start moving.

You don’t have to make plans for what to do with the rest of your life. That may have been what kept me from moving forward–I thought I needed an answer for the long-term. You just need plans for what to do next. Then begin your new journey with that first step.

You will be glad you did.

 

When is the Last Time You Celebrated You?

Are you waiting for that big win–a big promotion, engagement, or baby to celebrate? Maybe it is time to start celebrating the little wins, the things that make each moment special that are soon forgotten instead.

In fact, it is not “maybe” a good idea but an idea that is critical to your happiness. The more you notice the things that are going well and especially the things you are doing well and have made happen, the more likely you are to create more, better and bigger events to celebrate.

Don’t wait to break out the champagne to celebrate yourself. Start to honor all the ways you are amazing and your life is good, today!

The more often you start to notice how fantastic you are and the things you are doing well you will notice:

  • Your confidence will grow,
  • More good will come your way,
  • People around you will be inspired and attracted to you,
  • Challenges will become easier, and
  • You will be able to dance in your strengths!

Take time today to notice, “What you have succeeded at today?” Find the small wins and you will be so amazed at how they grow into bigger and bigger successes!

Architects of Change

I like to consider myself an architect of change.

I hope to dramatically increase the number of women in positions of influence around the world–which will change the face of government, business, communities, and capital formation. Through my work with entrepreneurs, I am also changing the role of business in the world from one solely dedicated to profits to businesses that create value well beyond just the product or service they sell through their collaboration, partnerships, and stewardship. The next generation of successful businesses will succeed based on managing a quadruple bottom line: profits, people, planet and purpose!

Recently, I found an interesting interview series I want to share with you by Maria Shriver called Architects of Change.

She has interviewed some interesting and influential women who you will enjoy hearing from.

  • Katherine Woodward Thomas
  • Shonda Rhimes
  • Melanne Verveer and Kim Azzarelli
  • Ann Romney
  • Anne-Marie Slaughter
  • Elizabeth Holmes
  • Sister Joan Chitister
  • Lisa Genvoa
  • Diane von Furstenberg

After listening to these and reading my Interviews with Influential Women, you might want to ask yourself, “How can you be an architect of change in your world?”

Ruminating Again?

Have you ever noticed how often you ruminate over something that did not go well? You probably look at it from every angle trying to find your error so you won’t have it happen again. Ruminating is basically the mental activity of replaying something over and over again increasing your distress over the situation and looking at all the ways you are to blame, or are the victim of someone else’s poor choices. Most of ruminating centers around thoughts that highlight your mistakes and flaws or how embarrassed or sad you are. I certainly am guilty of this, are you? Research says women as a group actually tend to ruminate during distress far more often than men.

Why is this important?

Because further research at Yale showed that rumination over unwanted situations actually is a predictor of depression.  When they studied men and women who did not ruminate, the percentage of depressed people showed no gender bias, even though decades of studies show women to be depressed at far higher rates than men. Their findings led them to believe that not ruminating can actually mediate depression!

A few other benefits to “just letting things go” are:

  • Your self-confidence will grow when you are no longer hammering yourself over mistakes repeatedly.
  • You will have more mental capacity to find solutions or make new choices that prevent the same things from repeating themselves. (Studies actually show ruminating interferes with problem solving!)
  • You will be in a better mood if you are not thinking of what went wrong so often. (Again, research shows a strong correlation between ruminating and bad moods; but you did not need a researcher to tell you that, did you?)

Researchers believe that this tendency to rumination is hard wired in our female brain based on thousands of years of domination. Rumination happens less frequently the more someone perceived they have control over their own circumstances.

The trick is to rewire your brain (and those of your children’s) to let this pattern go. How?

  • Take time every day to notice what is going well:
    • Start a gratitude journal.
    • Tell one person each day what you notice about them that is great (make it someone new each day.)
  • Stop mid-thought when you catch yourself ruminating and start something that requires your attention. Be committed to being in control of your thoughts.
  • Regularly take time to write down and think about what you have done well:
    • List the top 10 things you have ever done.
    • List the top 10 things you do well.
    • List the top 10 things that have gone well this past year.
  • Tell yourself, looking into one eye and then the other, that you love yourself, that you are amazing, that you can do….(fill in the blank).

There is no time like the beginning of a new year to start this type of habit. Once you do this for 30-60 days your life will never be the same.

Wise Women Often Speak in Whispers

Two questions I get asked most often are, “How do I get in touch with my inner guidance?” and “How do I tell the difference between my inner guide and my anxieties and doubts?”

 These are important questions. Each of us has our own compass to know what is true for us. Unfortunately most people rarely look inside for answers to their most pressing questions. There are some universal truths to help you hear more clearly your wise inner soul and discern her from the other inner voices.

 Of course, the first and foremost step to cultivating your inner wisdom is beginning to listen.

Most of us are so busy “doing life” that we rarely slow down long enough to hear the small, quiet whisper of our inner guide. I have learned to notice that when I finally have time with nothing planned if I am quick to call a friend, or make a date, I am probably avoiding hearing what she has to say.

An easy way to make sure you’ve opened the door and invited your wise woman to speak is to cultivate quiet time in your life–time when you are not trying to figure something out, get anything done, or interact with someone else–just time for you. This can take many forms, and some of my favorite ways are to:

  • Journal
  • Meditate
  • Exercise
  • Unplug my phone and computer for an afternoon
  • Walk in the woods
  • Take a long bath
  • Practice yoga

What you do to cultivate your inner guide is not as important as that you do it, and do it regularly enough that a deep conversation can emerge.

The reason most of us feel so disconnected to our inner wise woman is because she speaks softly, almost in whispers. She does not push or pull at us like doubt and anxiety; nor does she turn up the volume to get our attention. She waits patiently until we turn our attention inward.

 In today’s tech culture with our fast paced lives where we multitask everything, it takes an active decision to cultivate wisdom. Usually we turn outside for advice–friends, co-workers, books, and authority figures. We ask for more information.

 Yet, wisdom is an inner knowing rather than factual intelligence. I have been meditating for 25 years and although I don’t hear loud voices talking to me; my regular practice of going inside keeps me calm under pressure and helps me feel the difference between my myriad of negative stories and my true inner guide.

 When your inner wise woman gives you advice it usually causes a release in the tension in your shoulders, your jaw, or might even bring out a sigh of relief. She does not shame or make you feel guilty. She helps you move towards more joy. Her wisdom can open doors that you did not even know were there; once you begin to listen.

 In some traditions, when you meditate you incline your head slightly towards your heart as if preparing to listen. I like that visual. My mind is a great tool and when it is in service to my heart my life works well, people appear in time to help just when I need them, and circumstances arise that I could not force into existence–all as if by magic.

 Make time each day to quiet your mind and soon your heart will be guiding you regularly.

 

Einstein’s Goal Setting Advice!

If you want to live a happy life, tie it to a goal, not to people or things.

Albert Einstein – 1879-1955, Theoretical Physicist

It is the time of year where most of us set goals, make promises to ourselves and others, and often feel guilty over unmet past resolutions.

This year I hope to encourage you to set BIG goals and help you achieve them! Einstein’s wisdom might hold the clue to move from idle wishing to your success.

One of the reasons we often feel unfulfilled is because we tie our happiness to our external world–people and things, rather than the achievement of worthy goals. Even a goal to loose weight, although seemingly about you, is often tied to how others will perceive you or treat you rather than how you will feel.

When our happiness is driven by our inner desires life becomes magical, work is rewarding and relationships are fulfilling.

Do you remember how great you felt when you accomplished something that felt really worthwhile?  How did it make you feel? When I achieve things that were a stretch, I feel strong, fulfilled and ready for more. That feeling is the real objective of setting goals; not the typical guilt ridden feeling New Years resolutions often create.

It isn’t that the people in our lives or things we want are not important; it’s that only when we are living our life from the inside-out can outside events and things actually be satisfying. Setting goals must start from your inner metric of happiness, not an outer objective. To set these types of objectives you’ll need to know what you really care about.

Answering the question, “What do I really want?” is one of the hardest things you may ever do.

You have probably not been conditioned to look inside and discover the answer to that question. More likely you were subtly, and not so subtly, taught that thinking of yourself is selfish and something to be avoided. Finding your answer may be the single most important thing you do this year. Here are some questions to ask yourself to help you find your own answer to “What do I really want?”:

  • What brings joy to your heart?
  • What will get you up in the morning excited for the coming day?
  • Why do you want to do (fill in the blank)?
  • How do you want to contribute to the world?
  • What would you be willing to risk everything for?
  • What would be so important that the why for doing it is more important than all the obstacles and reasons to quit that you might encounter?
  • How will doing this make you feel? What will be the consequences of achieving this goal that are your deep “Why do I want this?” Sometimes your why is buried, don’t settle for your first answer. What will be different? Who will it help?

Knowing what you really want will be your grounding rod, your compass, your rudder. Answers to all other questions revolve around the answer to your inner most desire. If you leave this unknown to you, how will you craft your days, weeks, and years into a meaningful and fulfilled life?

Rather than rush into resolutions and goal setting, take some time early in the year to investigate what would really make you happy. I have some great techniques to creating goals that revolve around your inner passions in a FREE chapter from my upcoming book, Be A Female Millionaire.  Download it to help you delve into setting goals that make your life sing. Or if you really want to create a life of thriving, invest in yourself at the beginning of the year with my Wealth Development Program where I will help you identify great ideas and ways to make money doing what you love.

 

Taming the Critics

Do you speak in a way that creates less power in your world? Or is the focus on how women speak actually the problem? That is the debate currently circling.

One article I recently read in Business Insider evaluated this critique gave many examples of how focusing on women’s way of speaking is causing women to be overly self-critical (as if we need help) and also continuing to assume the way men speak is the right way.

I agree. Anytime someone or group of people are highly scrutinized, they tend to feel alienated, in the wrong, and defensive. It lowers self-esteem so highly needed to excel. Women are that group too often. “People are busy policing women’s language and nobody is policing older or younger men’s language,” said Penny Eckert, a professor of linguistics at Stanford University and the coauthor “Language and Gender,” in an interview with NPR.

Don’t let yourself be subtly bullied into believing your empathetic way of speaking is somehow wrong. Instead, know that you are bringing something vital to everything you do–including how you present your thoughts. (Then, learn to listen respectfully to other women when they do the same.) How you perceive yourself is more important than whether you speak using the same words and intonations as men to your success at anything.

How Serendipitous Is Your Life?

Don’t you love when things just fall into place, as if by magic? I do.

I have found that most of what I have pushed and pulled to make happen rarely was as sweet as the things that have enchanted, serendipitous beginnings. Yet, I also have suspected that I co-create these moments of serendipity since they seem to happen frequently when I am curious and looking for treasures in the mundane moments of life; and they seem to disappear when I am anxious and stressed.

In a New York Times article I recently read, Pagan Kennedy says the word serendipity originally did connote action on our part, not some good fortune or luck. It originated from a Persian fairy tale about three princess from the Isle of Serendip who had keen skills of observation allowing them to discover things they were not looking for but were present on their travels.

Isn’t that exactly how serendipity works? You are looking for something in your wallet when you see a card from someone you intended to call but forgot. If you pick up on the clue and make the call right then you find some enchanted outcome you did not expect but nevertheless are now overjoyed by.

The keys to cultivating serendipity is in your observing the small cues and then acting on them!

It is a two part process–observe and act. If you are stressed about other things you are not likely to notice the card at all and just push it aside in pursuit of your original quest. If you are in a hurry you might notice, but maybe only make a mental note to make the call later rather than do it now. Either way, the moment will be lost.

According to the NYT article Dr. Erdelez studied 100 people in the 1990’s “to find out how they created their own serendipity, or failed to do so.”

She categorized her subjects into three groups: 1) those that stayed focused on tasks and to-do lists when searching for something, 2) those that occasionally “wandered off into the margins” and had infrequent moments of serendipity, and 3) those she called “super-encounterers.” These were people who expected magic and found it because they looked for “happy surprises” in odd places.

If serendipity is a skill we can cultivate, I want to become a student of it today and increase the enchanted encounters in my life. How about you? Three things seem necessary.

Curiosity

Observation

Action

I am going to bring more curiosity to my life, looking in the oddest places for “happy surprises” and expecting to find them. And when I do, I will act. Sounds like a great adventure!